so a lot has changed again; edited.if you'd like to talk to me, like really talk to me or just chat or anything, i suggest texting or calling. sometimes, i either don't receive texts or just plain choose not to reply for whatever reason [which does NOT mean i hate you or am mad at you, it could honestly mean anything]. i know it's dumb to post my number online, but i have before so it doesn't really matter anyways. however, i'd prefer it if you noted me with your number before texting or calling, as i don't answer anything from people/numbers i don't know.
but, seriously, talk to me. :]
661-305-4507.
so i went on a camping trip to calico ghost town and damn. that shit was life changing. beyond me learning/realizing/remembering that i fucking love to hike, i learned something that was earth shattering in both simplicity and amazingness: i can trust.
i know that sounds fucking stupid, but i don't care. since i started talking to jayson, i've stopped trusting people so naively [DO NOT START BITCHING ABOUT JAYSON, FUCK YOU. I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK HE DESTROYED ME OR CHANGED ME OR 'MADE' ME LEAVE ALL OF MY OLD 'FRIENDS' OR WHATEVER BULLSHIT YOU FEEL LIKE SPEWING. I'M DONE. YOU DON'T LIKE HIM, TOO FUCKING BAD. I'LL CHOOSE HIM OVER YOU EVERY TIME. jesus fucking christ! i have gotten too much shit about him already and i'm not dealing with it anymore] and openly and immediately. due to that, i've pushed the majority of people away and haven't really allowed myself to grow close to anyone else.
so yeah. that's about all the details i'm currently giving. mostly because i'm too lazy to type it all up, but i also just don't feel like it at all.
so i'll be gone for around two more weeks, 'camping'. it fucking sucks and i hate it, but i've got no choice and there are some rare days where we come back to lancaster and i can get online and be entertained. however, tomorrow i'm going to six flags with jayson. that'll be fun as hell, and i can't wait. this time, i'm gonna take a shitton of pictures, because A] we've been dating for a little over five months, it's about time i learn the angles of his face and whatnot, and then there's B], which is: we just don't have enough pictures of us together, much less ones of a good or art quality. and that makes me sad.
and then i've got a few messages for specific people. sorry i'm too lazy to note you guys.
alycea: i've no idea when i'll be available to do the shoot, call/text if you can do it before i'm back from camping or just note if you can't until i'm back. whatever works for you, i will make work. :]
emily: you asked me a while ago when the pins got here and what i pinned them to, if i remember correctly. they arrived a few days before you posted that comment [sorry i suck at specifics that are actually helpful]. i haven't pinned them to anything yet, because i'm weird about my pins. i'm always scared shitless to loose them. so, for now, they're chilling in the cute little plastic bag quilts they came in.
and yeah. that's about it.
edit; so i decided that instead of saving for lily [link] i'm gonna save for kohaku [link]
so i need 396$ instead of 295$. i mean, it's like 1oo$ difference so i might as well. besides, kohaku is the first doll i ever fell in love with, so i want him to be my first bjd. i've heard really bad stories about dod dolls, like they're easy to break/crack and whatnot, but omg they're so pretty. D':
any dolljunkies have thoughts/advice?
Excited
i love you, dear. :]
thank you for watching my stupid self again. xD
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